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seungjin // friends to lovers // rule 63
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14/11/2023hi hello welcome to where iām gonna shout at you about my sapphic seungjin fic because urgh they mean too much to mefirst of all, this fic was not planned in the slightest. what i mean by that is usually i have little ideas in my notes app about possible aus and fic ideas that i want to work on at some point (like the flower shop one and all the canon compliant oneshots). however a sapphic genderbend au had never ever made it into my mind let alone my notes list.basically i was staying up late scrolling through my phone and i came across a tiktok that had a night girl aesthetic and i was like āwoah two girls hanging out in the middle of the night under streetlights and all, how aestheticā and then they KISSED and i was like āthatās the greatest thing i've ever seenāso yeah.what was more inspiring was that my room has very large windows, so the moonlight and streetlights can shine through them, creating a very intimate atmosphere for my writing motivation.(it was also the inspiration for the whole scene's setup - the girls hanging out in hyunjin's room with dim lights and soft music. hyunjin's room is based off of my room and the sunset lamp is based off of the one my friend has)i didnāt really brainstorm, i just started off brain dumping about how hot seungmin would be as a girl and then i thought, letās make hyunjin absolutely fucking whipped for her best friend because, letās all be honest, seungmin would be gorgeous.another thing: iāve seen a lot of rule 63 fics where the author changes the characters names to a more feminine one. those are pretty nice, and the way writers make the names very similar to their actual names is so cool! like minhee, jisu, christina, felicia.tbh the only reason why i didnāt do that is because i really couldnāt think of any names myself. i guess āhyunjinā is already kind of a gender neutral name, but for seungmin i really couldnāt think of anything.i was thinking about going with āseungheeā but that is a name a lot of fics use to refer to seungminās sister and i quite like that. i was also thinking of just using āminnieā because it's super cute butā¦ idk i really like āminnieā as a nickname rather than the actual name.not sure where i'm going with this anymorethe inspiration for the title is obviously from āone of the girlsā by the weeknd, jennie, lily rose depp (listen here, itās literally a drug) and i just really love the aesthetic of the song; i think it really matches (at least it matches the idea i had in my head, not sure about the actual writing skills haha).i also really love the lyrics - yeah theyāre kinda obsessive and crazy (and kinky) but we all love that and i feel like if i had written more, and if i was any good at writing smut, it would have gone really crazy after that kiss.anyways thank you for reading this far and for reading my fic! this was really fun and i plan to write more rule 63 maybe for seungjin again or even other skz pairings because wellā¦ i love girls ;)
sesame syrup
changlix // friends to lovers // rule 63
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03/12/2024welcome! here is a little rant that i'd already posted on twitter (link) specifically about this fic and thought i would also put it here..i love love love this au ..... but-i feel like deleting this changlix cisswap fic because it was just something i posted in a rush of impatience. now when i read it back, i'm not satisfied with it at all.there are parts i could definitely improve so here are the things i hate about it, if you wanna join me:1. lengthobviously it's too short for my liking. i've written short fics like this before but something about this work feels incomplete? or like it's missing a lot of parts and everything is smushed together with no backbone or detail or plot which i personally don't like.2. descriptioni put a lot of effort into description when it comes to my fics and stories and i feel like i wasn't able to do that with this fic. it's a bit disappointing because it makes this fic stand out from the rest like a sore thumb and i really don't like that. it felt really self indulgent to write initially and then at some point i felt as though i wasn't getting the same pleasure (for lack of better word) out of writing it like i did with, say my seungjin cisswap fic. if i ever get the chance to rewrite or edit this fic, i'd most definitely try to add more detail and description so that it not only flows properly but is also longer and more enjoyable for readers!3. internal monologueit's not exactly internal monologue but i feel as though i didn't add a lot of changbin's feelings into this fic.. it's almost as though she kisses felix's shoulder out of nowhere with no emotions or romantic feelings attached to the action. i wish i spent more time trying to delve into changbin's feelings. in a similar way i did the same with my seungjin cisswap fic and that's one thing i wish i did differently before i posted it.4. pacingi did mention a bit of this in the first one but when i read this fic again everything felt extremely rushed. i can't really explain it properly in words but it was dumb that i went from changbin calmly admiring her bestie to full on touching her legs and kissing her shoulder all the the span of 1.3k words. idk i feel like i could've structured it better .. more communication, dialogue, background characters yada yadaāthat's all i can think of but there are probably a lot more things that could be better about this fic. i will not delete the fic for now in case i might regret it later but it's something i would like to do someday.i just want to mention that i'm not writing all this for pity or seeking attention. this is merely an author's reflection on her own writing. i'm not demotivating myself, only analyzing the things i could do better in later fics so that i can have the most fun while writing and also provide readers with good quality content !i also do not intend to demotivate other authors with this rant. these aspects of my fic are very personal to me and every author has different expectations and writing styles.if you got this far, thanks for reading my mini rant ily <3
you're so pretty it hurts
seungjin // established relationship // SMUT ā ļø // rule 63
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02/02/2024[fortune teller voice] welcome friendsthis idea came to me in a dream - quite literally. i tweeted about it and SO many people enabled me that i couldnāt not write this fic.basically i woke up in a cold sweat with the remnants of the dream still stuck at the front of my mind and i ran to my phone to jot it down before i forget it like one usually does after dreaming something amazing. later as i was reading through it again, i had the sudden urge to write about it and i considered for a long time since it would be my first ever smut fic. itās obviously uhhā¦ a first attempt but i like to think it was satisfactory enough to post.and unlike my previous cisswap fics, i felt satisfied with the flow and details that i added into it. of course there is a lot that can be improved, but iām happy.(letās overlook the fact that i canāt describe smutty scenes well without cringing at least a little bit so itās just the vaguest descriptions while hyunjin has a whole internal monologue ab how much she loves her gf :ā>)as i was writing this fic, i was heavily enabled by 2 wonderful mutuals, kyn and tira and, gosh, without them furiously nodding their heads at every brainworm that went into this fic, i donāt think it would have been posted in the end.i remember freaking out and ranting to kyn during the last few minutes before i uploaded it begging for her to look through it again because i didnāt think i had ended it well or maybe it had a lot of plot holes or maybe i didnāt say the word āclitā enough times- idk lmao but everything was all okay and kyn was so lovely to me, i am forever grateful for her support <3there is one particular part of the fic that i mulled over again and again which was:" The act of sex to Hyunjin was not just the pleasure she would give and receive. It was so much more than that. It was about how she delivered such pleasure. What are the things that make Seungmin curl her toes, or throw her head back, or press her thighs together? What are the emotions that she tries to convey with every sigh, or moan, or whine?Hyunjin tries to pay attention to all of the things that she does to make Seungmin feel loved because, if she didnāt, then how could it be called making love? "i was wondering whether such a deep monologue would be okay to put in since it had such a heavy meaning. i thought maybe i was going in too strong for just a silly little smutty oneshot. the reason why i decided to keep it in was because if one doesnāt analyze it too much you wouldnāt be able to tell the difference between that and just hyune being whipped and poetic as hell.but if you did thenā¦ i guess this is an insight into me projecting my hopeless romantic onto hyunjin lmaoand ofc how could i forget ?!kyn and i sort of worked on watering and feeding and taking care of this little brainworm together; meaning we were both so inspired by my .. interesting dream that we decided to write matching fics. pls pls pls go support her and give her story lots of love, itās just so amazing i love it so much !hereās the link to the fic and to her twitter :)anyways thank you for reading this far. writing something silly and new was fun tho i'm not sure if i'll write explicit nsfw in the future.this whole series is getting very indulgent so i hope you all enjoy it as well :>ily all <33
brave the storm
seungjin // hurt/comfort // not actually unrequited love // rule 63
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25/07/2024chapter 2 is still being written !
brave the storm
seungjin // hurt/comfort // not actually unrequited love // rule 63
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25/07/2024chapter 2 is still being written !